31 October 2003, Friday
It's tough returning back to everyday life, but as Hon always say : life goes on. I contemplated giving up this little hobby of mine, but when i remember that he visited my site every single day, and all the times we whipped out our cameras in front of our friends, and the unified groans that follows immediately, i know it's not something i should give up. Hon would be bitchslapp'in me till i hear no end of it, and grumbling about all the times he spent teaching me how to use Dreamweaver. I think he secretly liked the fact that i'm turning into some sort of web geek like him. The last couple of days has been surreal. I have to think twice to believe that everything did happen. And yet still thinking it's all just a dream. The service was beautiful, i did expect alot of people to come and say goodbye. The emotions seeing old friends and people i usually associate with Hon really hit the hardest. But i know there'll always be coffees by the beach with him in spirit // dinners with his mom and dad // movie nights with the gang and he'll be there too falling asleep // silent chats with him // and every time i update this site, he'll be the first to read it.
